kaberett: Toph making a rock angel (toph-rockangel)
If eyes are the window to the soul, volcanoes are the window to the soul of the planet - or at least to the Earth's interior, which might very easily be the same thing, depending on your definitions. Very well: I define planetary interiors, with their various motion and stillnesses, their complex simplicities, their confusions, as souls.

Brought to you by "ways I am not in point of fact permitted to open my poster"...
kaberett: Trans symbol with Swiss Army knife tools at other positions around the central circle. (Default)
No noticeable improvement in breathing, and my sleep is even more disastrous than normal. On the plus side:

1. I have my desktop working again, and even looked up some more arguments I can apply to redshift for better screen colour temperatures.

2. While I did not learn as much about MySQL as I wanted, I have learned some.

3. I have made a tiny tiny dent in the towering pile of terrifying PhD work, which makes the future a little less scary. (I made it into work during normal working hours for the first time in three weeks yesterday. I barely made it out of my room today, but hey, so it goes. Have I mentioned round these parts that I'm a bit wrong at the moment?)

4. The necklace arrived in the post: it is deliciously heavy and does all the right things with body temperature.

5. I have dealt with the washing up. (Hello lovely housemate I hope the 3am washing up didn't bother you it seemed like the best option at the time.)

6. I have read a whole pile of book - finally got around to Long Hidden, and have several authors to follow up as a result (and have already read more Nghi Vo, who I think I am hoping to nominate for something Hugo-related).

7. Lock In arrives in e-book format tomorrow, entirely breaking my rule of "don't buy books, especially not books by straight white cis men, while the in-ereader to-read pile is over 50" (the exemption for "unless you're going to read it straight away" is only really supposed to apply to people who aren't... white men), but do you know what there's a fair chance I'll find it pleasing escapism, so.

8. In more "spending money will totally make me feel better, right?" news, I have Dealt With My Lack Of Post-It Notes, Thank You eBay. (The yellow gingko-leaf-shaped-ones are probably going to be for writing nice notes to myself and sticking up places; the pale blue square ones are for work when I want to use the whiteboard for three things at once.)

9. I am enjoying the rain.

10. I have not yet finished the pear-and-apple juice we have in the house, but the blueberries we finished earlier continued delicious.
kaberett: a patch of sunlight on the carpet, shaped like a slightly wonky heart (light hearted)
You do not press me neatly. You
do not fold me small. You do
not reduce me to simplicities.
You let me sprawl. You say
when I have (inadvertent) hurt you.
You give me choice and chance;
you ask that I be not afraid, and
take me by the hand to show the way.
It grieves my heart to give you pain, and yet
all this and more I'm joyful thankful for.
kaberett: A series of phrases commonly used in academic papers, accompanied by humourous "translations". (science!)
In... nine hours' time I am giving a talk to a bunch of 11yos about why geology is awesome. Consequently I have just finished putting together a presentation, and I am going to find it easier to type my notes on what to say for each slide into this box than I would do to put it anywhere else. I suspect it is pitched entirely wrong but um I am out of cope for doing anything else.

In related news, I Will Never Leave This Basement Again, But Maybe I Am Finally Getting Data?

Slide notes )
kaberett: A series of phrases commonly used in academic papers, accompanied by humourous "translations". (science!)
I really need to fix the bit where I am most scientifically productive at 3am with places to be the following day.

ETA on the plus side I've just done a small pile of useful statistics and written some helpful explanatory text -- stuff I'd been stalled on for about six weeks, wow -- so that is nice! Maybe now the rest will go faster, as it's fairly straightforward redrafting rather than new work... [hollow laughter]
kaberett: Toph making a rock angel (toph-rockangel)
-- or, better: every now and then, I'll be merrily getting on with handling some "recent", "young" rocks, and then I will stop and think holy shit, this thing I am holding is sixty-five million years old. Or I'll remember the first-year lecture where JJ stood at the front of the hall, tossing a piece of rock in the air casually, before coming out with, "I'm holding a piece of the mantle in my hand - and it's green."

xkcd's not wrong.

I manage to keep the sense of awe and wonder on the occasions I'm lucky enough to be in the same room as pieces of meteorite that predate the Earth, or in rocks that actual people have actually brought back from the Moon, but it's a little harder to remember in my day-to-day dealings.

Only then I do, and my mind gets blown all over again.

(Probably some of this is because, in chemistry - I used to be a chemist - femtoseconds can be a long time, and navigating the tension between timescales when I was studying geology and chemistry in parallel was... rather interesting. And yet here I am, and here the Earth is, and I can lie down on the ground with my shoulders against the earth and I can feel - I am surrounded by - my subject of study, my love. There's a reason I've got this icon of Toph. Now I walk in beauty, indeed.)

nts

Apr. 19th, 2013 04:51 am
kaberett: Trans symbol with Swiss Army knife tools at other positions around the central circle. (Default)
tapentadol is the magic opioid-SNRI med. No-one will prescribe it for you, at least not while you're on citalopram and amitriptyline. Nonetheless.
kaberett: A sleeping koalasheep (Avatar: the Last Airbender), with the dreamwidth logo above. (dreamkoalasheep)
  1. I am nervously and tentatively writing a sonnet. It is the first stab at a sonnet that I think might end up complete; might end up any good.
  2. I spotted the panic and the unreason and I did not defeat it, but I fought it back (for now; for now) and built the foundations of a wall against it; I recalled that I decreased my anti-depressant dose as of Monday, and should keep an eye on whether to bump it back up next week.
  3. Two friends visited for afternoon tea; one I had not seen in any real sense in well over five years, and one I had not seen for several months. The former I am delighted to have reconnected with, and we're having tea again in about a week's time; the latter I am glad to have seen again, and I taught him how to wrestle hedgehogs use double-pointed knitting needles.
  4. I had lunch with my mother, and we talked about ourselves and the clan and statistics and INFINITE SUPPLIES OF FROGS and I felt calm and loved.
  5. The tulips she gave me when I received the PhD offer are dried and curled and beautiful.
  6. I found the wherewithal to file a lot of paperwork, and in so doing I discovered one of my favourite chocolates, which I thought I'd finished.
  7. I finished a delightfully pulpy fantasy novel, and I have the entire rest of the series to go (Lisa Shearin's Raine Benares series, for the curious; I picked up the second in the series from the library this time last year, and have finally got around to starting from the beginning).
  8. I showered. This was more difficult than it sounds, and has been for several days, but I did it.
  9. I have been able to provide specialist assistance to several people today - partly through being in the right place at the right time, but also because of some of the vast array of things I have learned over the past five years. As always when I notice myself being competent - notice myself having expertise - I am baffled and not a little grateful.
  10. I have been Plotting, and the first of the results are starting to trickle in through the letter box. (It was one of those "put together a care package for under £30, GO" 3am moments the other day; what can I say?)
kaberett: A series of phrases commonly used in academic papers, accompanied by humourous "translations". (science!)
7488 words if you squint, and I am calling this done.

... unless the urge to tidy up the ~flow~ in the discussion really bites tomorrow afternoon, but given that my first lecture of the year begins in four hours I SOMEHOW DOUBT IT WILL.
kaberett: Toph making a rock angel (toph-rockangel)
I wrote the vast majority of my report under Windows using MikTeX, occasionally making reference to detexify. (I also wrote a little of it in a text editor under Debian, but that's a story for another day. ;)

I used Scribus to make a fold-out A3 page (as well as my project poster!).

I edited images using the GIMP, Inkscape and Microsoft ICE.

I created heatmaps using QuantumGIS.

I used Veusz to plot my graphs, and a synthetic data generator provided by the University of Alberta to simulate clustered data points.

OpenOffice featured extensively, predominantly in terms of spreadsheets, eurgh.


I speak a lot more LaTeX and read a little more python than I did when embarking on this particular endeavour, and I am nearly. sodding. done.

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