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Reading. Finished: Finding the Mother Tree, Suzanne Simard. Memoir containing a whole lot of first-person perspective on the last fifty years or so of forest ecology; I found her tendency to short sentence fragments hard going but am v glad to have read this, and learned a bunch about how trees connect to & communicate with each other.

Small progress on EYB indexing for Divine, and reading a tiny bit more of the introductory everything of Medlars.

Writing. I am definitely at the point where I am wailing and gnashing my teeth about how to organise the biology/anatomy section, and grimly wishing to have spent, ooh, the last fifteen years practising anatomical illustration.

Watching. More Farscape. Finished the three-parter in season 2. Extremely A Farscape Episodes.

Playing. We finished getting the achievements for Tukoni: Forest Keeper, and have started a replay of Creaks.

Cooking. ... I sort of feel like there wasn't much of note this week. Is that true? Is that fair? Probably not! This evening definitely included making a batch of the self-saucing passion fruit pudding, which is pleasing.

Eating. VIENNESE PATISSERIE. A brought me: Apfelstreuselkuchen; Apfel-Mohn-Torte; Topfenstrudel; and a pair of things that sadly got extremely squidged but were nonetheless tasty, and were once upon a time a Holländer and a Maronikipferl. Also: the British strawberries continue; more of my mother's excellent beans and tomatoes; APPLES.

Exploring. Took the all-roads-and-minimal-canal-paths cycle route to visit The Child on Tuesday, and slightly to my astonishment it worked and was fine! I apparently did enough getting lost that Garmin thought it was a slightly longer journey than the detour via the reservoirs plus More Canal Path, and who am I to argue.

Making & mending. I have Properly Started patch #2 on Test Trousers #1. This is the largest; I still need to decide what I think I'm doing once I've finished blanket-stitching the edges of the largest hole...

Growing. Kohlrabi are coming up! Squash are squashing! Oca are looking much more cheerful for having had significantly more rain! Trinidad Perfume (heatless yellow habanero) is flowering; the next batch of apples I dehydrate are going to also contain a shelf of ancho chillis, about which I am Excited.

Observing. The bat. :)

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  1. Yesterday I made the quinoa salad thing for lunch. This meant that for lunch today there was... quinoa salad thing! And I didn't even have to do any work.
  2. Cake (Topfenstrudel) for breakfast; cake (Apfel-Mohn-Torte) for pudding. Thus are the Viennese pastries finished. (A turned out to be a bit sad that I had eaten most of the Apfelstreuselkuchen, so given that I still have the better part of 20kg of apples in bags on the patio, that's one of my baking jobs for tomorrow...)
  3. A looked sufficiently as though they had cleared the upper respiratory grot that we are sleeping in the same bed again. Better. (Cross your fingers for me that I did not make the call they were probably non-infectious again too soon...)
  4. A few days of bracing has calmed the ankle right back down: for today's Stupid Little Walk I wore the hiking boots and stuck the brace in my pocket, and did not wind up feeling the need to stop and put it on. Hurrah for Management Strategies That Work and also Listening To My Body.
  5. Supermarket, not unrelatedly, yielded cut-price British strawberries that on the one hand were still very expensive and on the other are very tasty.
  6. I am hitting the point of having a pretty solid stash of dried poblanos, and the heatless habanero is abruptly COVERED IN FLOWERS again and I am somewhat hopeful that if I bring it inside they might actually usefully fruit...
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That "ugh, but there's so much backstory, I don't want to have to explain it all again to a new therapist" feeling? That feeling. That feeling is a really good indication that going over the backstory again, with a new person as rubber duck, will itself yield new insight.

Will I remember this next time? Probably not! But at least I know it for now.

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On Sunday I went up to Cambridge; on Monday I came back down to London, with a little shy of 30kg of apples, triaged into "needs using pretty much immediately" and "probably shelf-stable for at least a few days". This morning and early afternoon, to my own minor astonishment, I actually processed a bunch of the needs-used-immediately(ish), further triaged by urgency, into the dehydrator! Which is continuing to run overnight, and therefore everything smells of warm apple, and I am very pleased about it.

I am not entirely sure where the executive function came from but I'm very relieved it chose to show up, given how much of the last batch of apple harvest I wound up sadly composting.

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Reading. For EYB indexing purposes: I have finished Hotel Chocolat: A New Way of Cooking with Chocolate (absolutely do not). I have started Divine: heavenly chocolate recipes with a heart (Linda Collister; not particularly interested in the recipes here either thus far but good GRIEF at least it's actually centering the growers' co-op!!!) and also Medlars: Growing & Cooking (Jane Steward; I had been holding out hope that it would be better than the other book in the series I've indexed, Cherries & Mulberries, but alas while it's differently bad it's still bad: I think I'm at least three loops deep into "we don't have evidence for this so we can't say it happened ... and now I'm going to tell you more about the speculation ... that we have no evidence for ..." and I am definitely getting dizzy about it).

I have also got to the top of the holds queue for Finding the Mother Tree (Suzanne Simard), which [personal profile] recessional pointed me at when I had my rant about The Genius of Trees. I am about three pages in and feeling pretty good about it so far.

I also read the first few pages of Amy Liptrot's The Outrun, after having the third book in her memoir trilogy advertised to me By The Internet, and I think have decided to not read further though I am experiencing mild temptation for reasons I cannot articulate.

Watching. I painted Adam. We watched a Farscape episode. It was very a Farscape episode.

Listening. absolutely earwormed with ein ganzer Sommer.

Creating. Painted A!

Growing. Garlic chives are flowering. :) Squash continue to squash; even I managed to treat the powdery mildew today before going off on a Trains Adventure.

Observing. BAT. Very obligingly came out to swoop around while I was admiring the sunset yesterday!

miscellany

Sep. 26th, 2026 11:55 pm
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Prompted by A's adventures elsewhere I took another look at the bezel colours Framework offers for my laptop, to confirm that they still do not inspire me. In this I was correct. (Un?)fortunately, however, I also came across files for printing your own, along with a report from someone who printed the earlier version of the files. Might I be going to get a teal edge to my laptop screen? Maybe! Might A's bezel be changing from OEM orange to sparkly purple? Also maybe!


Cycle ride home from gym (and subsequent dinner, because I could give people money to make the problem of feeding me go away) featured a very dramatic sunset, of which have an amateurish photo (that alas could not cope with showing both the orange-pink end of the spectrum and the section of the sky down to the lower right that was doing the thing of being green):

sunset under a mackerel sky, as seen between two blocks of flats

I thought it was probably still too early in the evening for the bat, but I was wrong! So I followed up gawking at the sunset with gawking at a bat.


I have just bought my first Railcard since the start of the pandemic. It probably won't be live in time to use it for tomorrow's intended travel, but at least next time I decide I want to buy train tickets it will Already Be Sorted.


I have grudgingly succumbed to the lure of "synthetic fibres might survive a little longer than natural when it comes to, you know, cycling" and am now in possession of several second-hand Sturdy By Design lower-limb coverings. I have yet to actually get the selfie of how hilariously well the favourite shorts coordinate with the gym decor, which I had not clocked at all until I showed up wearing them; today was the leggings' first outing; I am recording this in no small part to make it easier to work out whether they are actually more robust to Indignities. I am enjoying being All The Rainbows All The Time, helped along by the part where I'm not actually willing to subject that fabric to my bike keys, so they now live on my Pride lanyard for gym-going purposes...

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  1. I have FINISHED indexing (in the EatYourBooks sense) a cookbook I was threatening to stall on.
  2. Indexing sure is getting me to actually properly read a lot of cookbooks about which I had vague curiosity! I am glad to be doing the reading and also, perversely, glad to discover that the majority of them are of limited interest to me for any purpose other than reading approximately once. (Alas that indexing takes reading at least twice...)
  3. The magic that is international video calls.
  4. A few weeks ago I bought some freeze-dried raspberry powder to see what I thought of adding it to protein shakes; I'm indifferent to that but really enjoying having a tablespoon or so of the stuff in my breakfast mush.
  5. Sourdough bread and its willingness to just keep on being food long after it was baked and without any especial care being taken of it.
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This morning I accompanied A to St Pancras to wave them off to NixCon, via getting brunch just over from the Eurostar, and paused for my own purposes at buns from home in KGX to get myself treats.

Unfortunately, this evening I went "... it really has been a while since my last dose of the anti-CGRP migraine preventative, hasn't it", checked the calendar, and realised it was due last Tuesday. ( Read more... )

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Reading. [personal profile] gingerschnapps remarked, pre-event, that Daggerbound (T. Kingfisher) had been released, which I had somehow missed (somehow here meaning "because it wasn't announced via the Patreon???"), so this week while I have mostly been Lying Very Still with Very Little Brain I have reread Swordheart and consumed Daggerbound. They are extremely World of the White Rat books; I had a correspondingly good time.

Watching. This afternoon we had an episode of Farscape while I was bleaching A. It was extremely an episode of Farscape (2.11, Look at the Princess part 1).

Playing. We finished our second play-through of Tukoni: Forest Keepers; I successfully acquired the rarest achievement sans spoilers; but we still had two hidden achievements left. We have now spoiled ourselves for them and will be going back to complete them at... Some Point.

A is away for a bit next week so I have downloaded my own copy of Color Bus Trip so we can bus together long-distance without anyone having to engage in screen-sharing bullshit.

Cooking. Most of my cooking of note has absolutely been today, but let the record show:

  • the standard Kaiserschmarrn recipe, with the addition of ~3 tbsp of ground Mohnpoppyseed, is extremely good actually (and it didn't hurt that the grinder had a little tiny bit of cardamom hanging around). went v well with the redcurrant and raspberry soup jam-that-didn't-set.
  • we enjoyed smitten kitchen's summer squash pizza, which behaved very well on the Netherton Foundry spun iron baking sheet that was my (belated) birthday present from my mother; subbed fake Parmesan for Gruyère, skipped the breadcrumbs, and put non-grated frilly-edged pattypan squash slices on top instead; will happily make again (combination of new iron and new baking sheet worked really well for making pizza crust I was happy with!)
  • I have also made a ridiculous amount of bread.

The experimental (veggie) sausage/fennel/lemon/bay/onion pasta Accompaniment did not alas work out as well as I was hoping and I am not sure what I could tweak to make it be More What I Wanted next time, other than drowning it in significantly more olive oil.

Eating. SQUASH from the ALLOTMENT good GRIEF. Raspberry and redcurrant jam ditto! The last of the Excellent Bonus Field Cake (one of my team spent IC currency on a huge box of baked goods; the Linzer cookie situations were excellent and we finally got around to the sticky toffee apple pudding).

Exploring. ... to make a hollow laughing...

Growing. Have I made it to the plot? lol. But the patio tomatoes and the lemongrass survived, and the poblano chilli merrily continues to ripen its various fruit, and having fed it the Trinidad Perfume is abruptly putting out many more flowers!

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... is the part where the Site Of Worst Pain has been alternating between hips + wrists on the one (as it were) hand, and ankles + shoulders on the other.

I have also reestablished that I really, really shouldn't plan to do Any Things At All the day after a vaccination, good grief.

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Otherwise today has been largely wrangling Lost Objects and also Laundry; in service of the former I have also dug out the point-and-shoot digital camera I got shortly after moving to London, with the intention of establishing whether the Object Photographs it produces are significantly better than the phone camera...

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Got home from event on Monday evening. Spent most of Tuesday asleep. Spent most of Wednesday asleep. Diligently did not Do Exercise on either of those two days. Did not spend today mostly asleep but did spend a bunch of it so absolutely Flattened that the Internal Wailing about why do I even botherrrrrr was... loud.

Turned out! it was a migraine! and I do with my thinking brain know that I would be more tired and sore if I had in fact not spent those two days mostly asleep (and today mostly horizontal). It is also a really useful reminder of how easy it is, still, to tip me over into Absolutely Not, Everything Too Hard, No More Walking. But! Also!

(Following application of prochlorperazine I did actually manage to lie on my back and wiggle my limbs some. The outdoors was nice; I am regretting not having put the catnip on, however...)

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Reading. There was An Event, and unsurprisingly I did not alas finish Proto before it went back to the library. There is a Significant queue for it, and it's £4.99 in ebook, so I am contemplating simply buying a copy of my own so I can have the maps that begin each chapter up on the laptop and the actual words on my ereader...

Playing. ... Color Bus Trip continues.

Admin: the LRP.

Cooking. Very little, on account of Being In A Field.

Eating. Realised! I could get the crêpe place! to make me a savoury crêpe I wanted to eat! and promptly had two of them within twelve hours (plus the sweet one I originally went for with dinner).

What were my other highlights. Hmm. The Quaker Protein Porridge pots were remarkably acceptable, to the point that I was a bit sad when they ran out (having had Oats Without Sugar I was feeling surly about going back to the Added Sugar). Blackberries out of the hedgerows (not my favourite flavour thereof). Yuley's has changed the pizza bases they're using and I think I prefer the new ones?

Making & mending. Restrung a bracelet for a friend/team member! After my first several failed attempts to tie a knot with Stretch Magic I did a lot more pre-stretching, and now they seem to be holding! (And there's two of them, and two lengths of the cord holding the beads, so hopefully if catastrophic failure ensues it will do so slowly enough that none of the beads vanish...)

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... are a placeholder, because I have spent most of today fighting either The Cobnuts or The Apples, so here is proof of life & I will hopefully come back and edit this post tomorrow. <3
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Today I have not made sage cobnut salted caramel (recipe courtesy of the National Trust but not alas online anywhere that I can tell), nor gone on to use it in a medlar sticky toffee pudding, but I have got a puck of medlar pulp out of the freezer and I have got a carrier bag containing 2.2kg of cobnuts husk and all down to a much smaller bowl containing approximately 640g of cobnuts in the shell. I theoretically require 300g of shelled cobnuts. I am at this stage in proceedings plagued by the nagging feeling that last time I bothered doing anything with cobnuts, Several Years Ago, I declared it fun as a one-off but far too much like work.

I have managed to run a full dehydrator of apple slices, though, and we have more negatively priced electrons tomorrow, so sticky toffee pudding is now a Tomorrow Job.

... as is another load of apples for dehydrating, and hopefully the second batch of fig jam, and ideally also a bunch of stewed apples.

Meanwhile this evening has included introducing A to The Man In Seat 61, or rather thinking "I should tell A to look at..." and then looking over to see A had already got there. Excellent! I thought, and commented more or less the foregoing.

... A had not previously been aware of this site -- it had merely come up high in the search results for a journey they're thinking of making. There now exist A Number of Open Tabs...

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I have Gathered, inter alia:

  • a 2kg bag of cobnuts (still VERY MUCH in their husks so usable weight is going to be... less), destined for some combination of sage & cobnut salted caramel (to go with medlar sticky toffee pudding)/blackberry and cobnut jam/an Ottolenghi courgette and cobnut salad (made with allotment squash but not alas my own basil)
  • cream, to make said caramel
  • not quite as much flour as I wanted (1.5kg each of wholemeal and white bread flour; 1kg spelt) because the shop was inexplicably out of 1.5kg bags of flour
  • some ... fascinating ... discounted-because-no-one-had-bought-them Quorn Protein Snacks, which we turn out to not actually hate

I have also: strained the yoghurt (slightly more than I intended but nobody is exactly going to object); converted the resultant whey into two proto-loaves of bread (one wholemeal fig & pumpkin seed & spelt, one mostly-white poppy & caraway) to be baked tomorrow morning while our energy supplier will pay us to wiggle electrons; Had Therapy; spent time with The Child. Sleep now? Sleep now.

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Associative, not causative, but I am abruptly feeling rather more hopeful about the way I think the migraine's been Worse over the past few months; I'd been quietly concerned that maybe it was just... continuing... to escalate... but maybe there is an addressable Issue after all!

(I've not been managing to keep a headache diary, or indeed keeping up with much in my notebook. I have today successfully taking steps towards unfucking said situation and am feeling much better. Fingers crossed it sticks.)

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