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... include:

  • six months on from surgery: what's recovery looking like?
  • this is actually secretly mostly (but not entirely) about Pilates
  • grousing about getting the Framework actually set up Adequately under Debian (power management noooot doing what I want it to and the GPU seems to keep falling over; have not yet had time/brain to sit down with either the guide to Debian 12 or cross-referencing the way the Linux battery life tuning thread disagrees with the various guides for Ubuntu (which is an officially supported distribution)
  • What I Am Up To This Week

But everything is Very, so for now you just get the list.

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There are onions caramelising in the Instant Pot. There is bread needing put to bed in the fridge overnight, for baking tomorrow. I have had supper of, yes, panettone and milk. It has been, on the whole, a good day for me. I hope you are doing well. <3

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  • turns out the questionable beetroot pasta does a much better job of resembling food minus the cheese. still not going to make it again, but very glad I only added the cheese to the half of it we actually ate on Monday -- which meant that the other half did not wind up going in the compost today.
  • teeth )
  • PIP review form showed up on Friday last. I've requested copies of letters various from the GP. I have not actually opened the damn thing and started going through it yet. temptation to just scrawl "all my incurable congenital conditions are still incurable, PS I have chronic migraine now" over the front and leave it at that Extremely High (but will not actually be indulged).
  • made it to the allotment!!!!! saw FAKE SNAKES, one of which was Basking Happily in the (currently mostly empty) bed in the greenhouse. animal harm )
  • SAW THE BAT SAW THE BAT SAW THE BAT. was on call with S. stopped abruptly and stared fixedly over the top of the laptop screen out the window. went "-- but it might just have been a bi-- IT CAME BACK IT'S A BAT BAT BAT BAT BAT BAT". approximately.

notes

Sep. 28th, 2023 10:42 pm
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  • I am up to In Sea-Salt Tears in my great big October Daye readthrough. I am having many more feelings about Simon Torquill than I had ever expected to. (Somehow??? I find myself??? with a Simon Torquill ship?????? which I imagine the rest of the fandom got to a VERY long time ago, but maybe that means you will appreciate my bafflement)
  • Not unrelatedly, I have books 1 and 3-10 in somewhat battered paperback. (I am... fairly sure book 2 went home with a houseguest one house move ago, alas.) I think that now I have the lot in ebook format I am ready to let these go on to their next home, so if you are in the UK and interested let me know and we can work out how to get 'em to you.
  • Medical. )
  • A reminded me that I paid for the damn private health insurance, and then nudged me through the self-referral process, so tomorrow morning I have a video appointment with a physio so they can go "... yeah we want to see you in person, thanks" about the plantar fasciitis flare that's been a Problem since the beginning of August. (I have also, today, learned the word metatarsalgia. Helpfully, treatment is pretty much identical to NHS recommendations for plantar fasciitis. Less helpfully, several of the recommendations make things worse; of the remainder, the ones I can do haven't helped, and then there's the ones I can't do or at least am intensely reluctant to, including "icing my feet" and "taking lots of painkillers".)
  • We had a surprise smart meter installation yesterday. I am sincerely hoping that my brain will Settle The Fuck Down about being able to See Numbers Go Up given a bit more exposure and a bit less NEW SHINY THING in a context of photosensitivity.
  • One for the fountain pen nerds: you know, I am now at the point of actively deliberately seeking out and reading Conid Kingsize reviews and I still can't muster anything more than a "I'm glad you're happy" about them, which I am mildly disconcerted by (as well as, obviously, relieved to not be pining over it).
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  • cobnuts are out!
  • blackberries are juuuuuust getting to the point where they are edible, though still decidedly on the tart side
  • today I have learned about: nuclear isomers
  • fennel ice cream goes incredibly well with (Cartmel's) sticky toffee pudding
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  • made it to the allotment. (the day before yesterday, I decided that the Tramper battery and my bike tyres both were too flat to be of use, having made it as far as the main road. yesterday I took the mains lead out to the garage and plugged the Tramper in to the mains to charge, and brought the bike up to the patio for further ministrations. today I took the Tramper to the allotment and fed the bin and inspected my plants various and put some cardboard out over one of the beds as proto-mulch. maybe tomorrow I will dump woodchip over the top.)
  • remembered to wear warm gloves for the expedition!
  • first batch of apples: dried! apparently I can fit about half a large carrier bag's worth of apples into the dehydrator if I slice them at actually 1/8" max, whereupon they take less than 6 hours to dry. I think tomorrow's batch is going to get sliced somewhat less thinly, and also, I need to somehow avoid just... consuming them all instead of moving them through to storage.
  • labelled all but one of the various apple preserves and started moving them through into the pantry.
  • dragged myself very slowly through an entire book-sequence of Pilates, with lots of pauses between exercises, but I did do all of them (with modification as appropriate).
  • aaaand semi-surprise phone call from GP survived and medication various now on order :)
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(1) I keep wondering if some of the reason I'm a Silence For Preference autistic is related to the high sensory input from Weird Interoception Superpowers. (Apparently most people can't choose anywhere in their skin to feel their pulse, nor -- even if appropriately equipped -- give real-time directions to their cervix.) It's clearly not the whole story, because all of these things are complex intersecting wossnames and I can very easily see how I could very easily be an All The Noise All The Time To Drown It Out autistic, but. I wonder.

(2) "I wrote all the details down so I wouldn't have to make facenoises at you under stress; please read them" worked much better in A&E on Saturday (even expressed, as it was, as "autistic -- printout -- personal history!" + distressed flappy hand) than it ever has with the DWP. This isn't surprising, of course, but it is, I feel, indicative.
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  • I have been... less entirely non-functional today than I expected. I am not sure whether this is to do with taking one (1) triptan, leaving it two hours, going "well this has made fuck-all difference", and taking The Illicit Codeine, or... what, but I need to go back over my notes and check the extent to which "middle day is less bad" is a pattern and which of those sets of decisions about medication it correlates with. (And for that matter see if tomorrow is worse again.)
  • I have also been experimenting with prochlorperazine, an anti-emetic, and I think it's been helping a little with the nausea? But my ability to self-monitor mid-migraine still isn't great.
  • behold the handout for the walking tour of sundials in the centre of Cambridge, which I had cause to link elsewhere and am still inordinately fond of.
  • NEW DINOSAUR doing a thing that we have not previously identified any animal doing in terms of defensive features
  • Today's post brought, among other things, a 20cm wooden scoop, which I have now established is vastly preferable to the ladles for Decanting Flour from the 25kg sacks. Currently it is drying after being wiped off with a damp sponge, and tomorrow's jobs include lightly oiling it to make it a little happier.
  • I am v v grateful for all the comments, even while I'm not managing to actually reply to them in anything remotely resembling a timely fashion. (I still have the post about wearable fitness tracker Things open to respond to, for example, but... brains! Apparently.)
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  1. we had lunch on the patio, today, for the first time this year -- A has been doing sterling work with cleaning & repairing & oiling all the woodwork, and the weather was nice, and I didn't actually lean over and pick a fig for dessert but that was because I didn't right at that precise moment want one, not because I couldn't.
  2. I continue surprised and delighted by how much more confident and sure of myself I have become over the course of That Degree I Just Finished. It shows up in all sorts of ways, and gosh it is nice.
  3. earlier this week I discovered, to my consternation, that Green & Black's seem to have discontinued the Burnt Toffee flavour of chocolate bar. Which is not the good news -- that being that A rummaged around the internet a bit and today a box of 15 bars of the stuff arrived in the post for me. (If I am wrong about the first half of this point please do tell me!)
  4. it's raining
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  1. We have had some spectacular sunsets several days running -- all sharply delineated beautifully illuminated brightly coloured fringes and trails of cloud.
  2. I am grinning pretty much every time I look at the hardcopy of the thesis. Giving myself a Nice Tangible Object was definitely a good call.
  3. I first became aware of flowering teas long after I stopped drinking caffeine. I realised, earlier today, that this is a thing I can have -- like, if I'm going to be having regular migraines I am absolutely going to gleefully grab hold of every single possible positive associated experience.
  4. On which topic I have also spent a very pleasant chunk of the day looking at tea bowls, and am going to let the research sit and percolate while I decide which I actually want. (The question is essentially "what kind of blue glaze?" -- naturally.)
  5. Treasure of the day: Papa's army uniform cap, GviR ROYAL ENGINEERS metal crest and all, buried in the last two suitcases of camera gear which I have finally got around to cataloguing today (give or take the two camera cases I have not yet managed to get into, but I'm pretty sure one of them's empty and I've definitely dealt with The Majority Of The Stuff at this point.
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Planned Obsolescence

(Today has been a Migraine Day, and I am consequently fighting the sense that I have Done Nothing even though in fact I have done Several Things, including but not limited to: dealing with Yet More Viva Bureaucracy; Attending Part Of An Academic Workshop, in the process establishing that New Pen is in fact A Good for everyday use; Laundry Wrangling; and some enjoyable Yelling About Austen. Have a link to a story about dinosaurs.)

weather!

Mar. 30th, 2021 11:59 pm
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It has been warm enough now, for two days running, that we have had the patio doors open in the evening. The blueberry is in riotous flower, which I had entirely failed to notice until I sat down next to it to pot up the surviving chillis (and sweet basil) and sow some parsley.

It is very nice indeed. Perhaps tomorrow we will manage to have a listen to see if the bats have woken up yet.
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(1) PAPER. SUBMITTED. for the fifth time good grief but I tidied up all of the figures and made the minor changes and spent approximately 0 time agonising over the cover letter and now hopefully I really don't have to do anything at all again until the proof stage (and honestly at this point if the proof stage requires more changes I might scream, very quietly, into a pillow).

(2) ... I. found. another packet of tomato seeds. down the backside of the sofa. I think I am convinced that I really don't need more than 2 plants of this variety. Probably. (Peche Vilmorin; they are for stuffing, where we don't actually eat stuffed tomatoes much, and I've actually acquired them at all because I'm so charmed by the way the immature fruit looks -- my seed catalogue posting a photo to FB; a Canadian supplier.)

(3) I did not wind up having therapy, today, but I did do therapy prep, and in the process worked out that Actually Reading Dreamwidth is a thing that will make me feel a lot better in terms of connection and so on and so forth, so instead of therapytoday I spent some time catching up on another few days of reading-page-by-date. Some of the issue is completionism on my part (and I absolutely don't want to imply I expect anyone else to do this ever), leading to familiar seize-up-overwhelm, but another contributing factor is that I'm currently up to, I think, the second of November, and it is quite something to be reading all of those posts as a time-traveller from the future. I am having a lot of feelings, basically.

hope

Feb. 18th, 2021 10:25 pm
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Perseverance is safely down on Mars, which we watched a little of, from final prep for atmospheric entry to the first photos; I always cry, and I always forget I'm going to, and I'm very glad.

Rather closer to home, over the course of the evening I've got my chillis various sown and into the propagator. I'm excited for them to hatch. I'm excited to see them grow.

And the closer-to-home science ticks along, working, as well.

notes

Dec. 30th, 2020 10:45 pm
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  • One of the things Type:Rider explained to me (possibly), is why it is that I hate Times New Roman so much, namely that it was (apparently) designed to remain legible when printed cheaply on low-quality paper, which is to say, absolutely not the context even of printing at home these days (let alone screen display).
  • I was briefly worried that in fact I just hate all serif fonts, given that I also loathe Computer Modern, but apparently everyone hates Computer Modern so I can just retreat hissing back into the shadows of Garamond, or something.
  • One of the things my supervisor keeps saying to me about my writing is that she understands what I mean but I need to unpack a lot! more! and I keep being wildly miscalibrated as to what this actually looks like. I HAVE REALISED (late last night, when I really wanted to have already been asleep, but so it goes) that some of what's going on here is that I'm writing to her-as-audience because I really don't have a good sense of General Geochemistry Knowledge in the field (for a variety of reasons this margin etc) and I have spent a lot of time trying to express ideas etc specifically to her in writing so... no wonder, really! Which will hopefully let me adjust expectations accordingly and maybe start writing in a more appropriately targeted fashion in Science Contexts.
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-- to say that I have, very unusually for me, not been managing to go through my reading page, like, at all, for... some reason... so I am not at all up to date on what is going on for you and I suspect I am unlikely to be, reliably, for The Duration.

(Absolute hard hand-in date is end-January, but I really want to get done by end-Dec.)

I am going to try some things to make it more manageable but in the meantime please know that I appreciate you and am hoping good things for you, and if there are things you want me to know comments on DW posts are currently probably the best way to get in touch, honestly, unless you know that I'm responding to IMs from you (eventually) already. (I'm... categorically not managing e-mails either, for the most part, which is somewhat awkward.)

Much affection. <3
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  • that we have eaten the VEGETABLES from the ALLOTMENT in a TINY ROAST DINNER and it was GREAT
  • the dishwasher got repaired on Wednesday, and has been working fine ever since, and I am now touch-wood willing to believe it will more-or-less keep working
  • I managed therapy for the first time in [mumble] yesterday, and lo, it was good
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by which I mean: ecologically diverse, full of potential fascinating diversions, and also my boots are full of water and I'm Concerned about the Hypothetical Crocodile stalking me out of all proportion with its actual probability.

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Aug. 25th, 2020 11:28 pm
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  • apparently I'm still disabled
    • in that I'm pretty sure the reason I'm this floppy and useless is that I am having a fatigue flare because I have been doing way too much

  • also injera are still difficult
  • today I have harvested
    • another 2.6kg of tomatoes
    • two tiny cucumbers (from an outside vine)
    • a fig (that had started to be nibbled by The Birds, boo hiss)

  • I am entirely over the applications process for the place I'm hoping to do the level 2 cert. in counselling skills
    • SMS this morning: "We are open for you to attend adn complete your enrolment. You will need to bring your residency documents (passport) including any payslip or benefit letters."
    • no i am not going in in person. what even.
    • on the upside, i already know the website has a File Upload Section
    • okay so I log in
    • above the dropdown: "You can upload the following file types: Word documents, Excel spreadsheets and images (.DOC; .DOCX; .XLS; .XLSX; .PDF; .TXT; .JPG; .GIF; .BMP; .TIFF; .PPT; .RTF; .PNG; .FPX; .PCD)."
    • within the dropdown: "(Please note we only accept .jpg file types)"
    • and of course they want the proof-of-benefits to be dated within the last three months
    • which means I need to hassle the sodding DWP to send me a statement of entitlement
    • even though my awards are all good for well beyond the duration of the course
    • where if they'd asked me for this documentation, in, like, June or even early July I'd have been able to supply it no problem
    • so that's. tedious.
    • the most relevant qualification certificate I have is probably in fact the MA (Cantab) which is a fake degree but okay I suppose I'll scan that in tomorrow
    • (unless I'm feeling less grumpy by then in which case they can get the real degree certificates)

  • okay okay okay i'm not going to get any less knackered by continuing to sit on the sofa and stare into space, schlepping off to bed it is, fiiiiiiine

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Aug. 5th, 2020 11:00 pm
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  • I put an entirely-green tomato (it came off in me hand) in the fruit bowl with the bananas and it's actually ripening: it's been there about a week, this morning I was at "hmm, is that turning yellow?", and it is now unambiguously turning red. I am very excited about this!
  • I spent a bunch of this morning sorting out my accounts; I'd not been doing great at keeping up with them since about... April... but a quarterly statement arrived last week and, well, I'm now up to date, so that's one background stressor down.
  • I have come to the possibly dubious conclusion that in addition to tracking (in my giant nearly decade-old spreadsheet) what I've read when, and author demographics, and brief notes, and so on, I should also track when I bought things (or who I borrowed them from, etc), and thus elapsed time between acquisition and consumption. This in turn means I'm... actually going to set myself up with a list of Things I Haven't Read Yet But Own And Want To, in addition to the "recs received" list, because that's the easiest way to track acquisition date with my current set-up, and long story short I think I might be procrastinating.
  • I have picked up a reread, however, which is. A doorstop of a hardback. That I want to keep Nice. And it turns out there are in fact many reasons that I mostly don't read hardcopy full stop let alone hardbacks, still, and also that the ebook is currently £4.99, so I think I'll keep going for the first chapter or two and probably then grudgingly admit defeat that discretion is the better part of valour and that I really like this book.
  • Two days ago, Freecycle went "hey, do you want an exercise bike?" "Hmm," thinks I, "well Adam will probably say we don't have space for it and even if he doesn't it'll probably be gone by the time either of us reply," but I sent him the link and heard nothing back and made mild enquiries later that evening about his thoughts on the topic and, uh, yesterday evening (1) we picked up an exercise bike and (2) A spent a bunch of time Doing Some Tidying to make space for it. It is... very much designed for a 6' tall man, and it is a bare-bones model with minimal scope for adjustment, but I did a slightly incautious three minutes and my knee isn't screaming, so, let's see how it's feeling tomorrow, eh?

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