kaberett | (Reply)

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This is actually my first accidental caffeine innnnnnn several years? I've had a couple of mouthfuls of weak black tea deliberately in the past few years, to help kick a benzodiazapine hangover, but mostly that shit gives me massive physiological anxiety response and accompanying crazy. I can but assume that combining it with sleep dep + alcohol was responsible for keeping the response relatively muted, but I'm not terribly keen on the idea of having an actual cup of tea, e.g., because even though obviously I'm making all my sensitivities/intolerances up and it's obviously all psychosomatic/nocebo, I think this about my endometriosis (spoiler: I need to be on all the painkillers I'm on), my joint hypermobility (spoiler: I did in fact sublux my right hip through having the temerity to attempt standing through a gig last night), my lungs (...), etc, too -- and on the whole I'd rather not lose the rest of the day to hyperventilatory hysteria.

... huh, re plums.