plan of action

• put on some music
  
• finish getting dressed
  
• grab one of the doughnuts from the kitchen and eat it
  
• take morning meds and hit reset on the meds timer (including B vitamins HURRAH)
  
• moisturise hands because they feel gross
  
• finish getting this pint of water down my face
  
• e-mail my mum
  
• write down the phone number of place I probably left my phone yesterday and find a payphone or some shit
  
• return book to library, pay fine
  
• pick up notes for the lectures I slept through
  
• make a GP appt

... which all sounds rather beyond me today, honestly, but at least I can make lists? And maybe it's helpful for some of you to see that I make this kind of list for myself, because I think mostly I present as very high-functioning and competent? I'm not sure. In any case, from that point of view, I'd like to point out that neither "showering" nor "brushing my hair" are on that list for today. This shit is hard, you guys, and that's... really no fun at all