[navel-gazing] reading, fast & slow
Feb. 7th, 2026 11:21 pmAt some point in proceedings (depression? pain? migraine? dense technical text for the PhD? poetry?), I realise, I have gone from reading Unusually Quickly to still reading More? Than Population Norm? (75ish books last year, of which 15ish were graphic novels or otherwise not-a-novel's-worth-of-words), but no faster than I'd be able to read the text aloud -- "hearing" each word in my head, and often rereading sentences repeatedly.
This is in contrast to how I type, which is much faster than I can speak comprehensibly (... though I now recall that I am in fact often asked to Slow The Fuck Down when providing information verbally).
I have over the last little bit been tentatively experimenting with trying not to read each word "aloud", mentally, and instead treating The Written Word as something that doesn't always need to be (pseudo-)vocalised.
It feels weird. It's an active effort. I am extremely dubious about the impact on how much information I retain; Further Study Required. I think this is probably how I used to read (when?); I'm not sure what changed; I'm unsettled.
(And I want to post something to Dreamwidth before bed, and this is a thing I was thinking about a lot while almost-but-not-quite finishing Index, A History of the -- I'm at a point I'd ordinarily count as "finished" but obviously it is in this instance both important and rewarding to read the index, all two of it, so here y'go.)
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Date: 2026-02-07 11:28 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2026-02-07 11:58 pm (UTC)Yep, and even on an approximately regular basis!
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Date: 2026-02-08 12:53 am (UTC)I don't subvocalize when I read, and it is definitely part of why I read at the speed I do, which has always been extremely fast. I can force myself to do it, but it is agonizing.
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Date: 2026-02-08 03:38 am (UTC)Same, which I realized when I was reading Dracula for the first time a year or two ago and having to do it for the bits written in heavy accent to actually understand them.
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Date: 2026-02-08 01:15 am (UTC)It may be interesting to know, in light of how much you know I read, that I do a mix of subvocalisation and actual (whispered) vocalisation and silent reading, sometimes all in the same book at different times. I find I do retain stuff I subvocalise or whisper better, particularly non-fiction and particularly stuff that I'm unfamiliar with, e.g. I am not subvocalising Solo Leveling but I am subvocalising or outright whispering Alice Roberts' Domination.
(I do also have lexical->gustatory synaesthesia which also plays a part: it barely kicks in for silent reading, mildly for subvocalisation, strongly for whispering. I have favourite words and will almost always whisper those or at least subvocalise.)
Subvocalisation or whispering obviously slow me down, but I switch so smoothly between the three that I doubt I ever read a book only via whispering.
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Date: 2026-02-08 10:44 pm (UTC)This was not a thing I knew about you! And having just read Index, A History of the I am reminded of the passage that goes
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Date: 2026-02-08 11:05 pm (UTC)Hee, yes. My sister hates being in a room with me reading because I very much read 'in morem apis' (others have been known to find it soothing, however).
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Date: 2026-02-08 10:45 pm (UTC)Oh hmm! That is a very interesting theory that I... will prod at. Empiricism yes yes.
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Date: 2026-02-08 10:17 am (UTC)Put me down as another long-time subvocalizer.
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Date: 2026-02-08 12:25 pm (UTC)(no subject)
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Date: 2026-02-08 10:54 pm (UTC)Something I've been hearing fairly regularly from my sister ;)
I find reading speed varies with the subject, I'm much faster with fiction than factual (though probably still fast with either), but sometimes the writing is so good it needs to be sounded out, even if silently, in order to hit the cadence it demands.