Jan. 16th, 2020

kaberett: Reflections of a bare tree in river ice in Stockholm somehow end up clad in light. (tree-of-light)
Amused by resonance with Significant Arboriculture in Demonology and the Tri-Phasic Model of Trauma: I have been getting increasingly anxious about how unhappy my lemon tree has been looking. It taps into a bunch of my insecurity about being Bad At Plants and, also, Not Allowed Nice Things, so the temptation is always to just... try my best to stubbornly ignore it and Assume It Will Get Better Or There's Probably Not Really Anything Wrong Anyway And I'm Just Making A Fuss.

It is therefore a medium-big deal to me that earlier this week I actually looked up possible causes for the symptoms and have ordered treatment, instead of desperately ignoring the problem until it's definitely too late and has blown up in my face.

Fingers crossed. Here goes attempting to take care of my tree, and also, myself, for which the tree is a metaphor.

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