Important metaphorical trees
Jan. 16th, 2020 11:56 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Amused by resonance with Significant Arboriculture in Demonology and the Tri-Phasic Model of Trauma: I have been getting increasingly anxious about how unhappy my lemon tree has been looking. It taps into a bunch of my insecurity about being Bad At Plants and, also, Not Allowed Nice Things, so the temptation is always to just... try my best to stubbornly ignore it and Assume It Will Get Better Or There's Probably Not Really Anything Wrong Anyway And I'm Just Making A Fuss.
It is therefore a medium-big deal to me that earlier this week I actually looked up possible causes for the symptoms and have ordered treatment, instead of desperately ignoring the problem until it's definitely too late and has blown up in my face.
Fingers crossed. Here goes attempting to take care of my tree, and also, myself, for which the tree is a metaphor.
It is therefore a medium-big deal to me that earlier this week I actually looked up possible causes for the symptoms and have ordered treatment, instead of desperately ignoring the problem until it's definitely too late and has blown up in my face.
Fingers crossed. Here goes attempting to take care of my tree, and also, myself, for which the tree is a metaphor.
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Date: 2020-01-17 01:05 am (UTC)(no subject)
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Date: 2020-01-17 03:20 am (UTC)also, thank you for reminding me of Aubrey Thyme(no subject)
Date: 2020-01-17 03:32 pm (UTC)Tree goop arrived today. First application has happened. Am working on taking care of me, as well.
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Date: 2020-01-17 05:50 am (UTC)(no subject)
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Date: 2020-01-17 08:08 am (UTC)try my best to stubbornly ignore it and Assume It Will Get Better Or There's Probably Not Really Anything Wrong Anyway And I'm Just Making A Fuss.
Oof, that's very resonant.
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Date: 2020-01-17 03:32 pm (UTC)Plant goop arrived in the post today and the tree has duly had its first application of same. <3
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Date: 2020-01-17 01:44 pm (UTC)(Also, shoutout to my girlfriend, who took our wilting Dypsis lutescens in hand at the weekend, thus allowing me to acknowledge that it was suffering and address it myself.)
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Date: 2020-01-17 03:33 pm (UTC)Hurrah for plant care.
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Date: 2020-01-17 09:24 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2020-01-18 04:27 pm (UTC)Plants and gardening are great therapy. I'm sure I eat more vegetables now because I need to feed the Dalek.
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Date: 2020-01-21 09:51 pm (UTC)i feel extremely called out by this
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