Today in teeth
Feb. 13th, 2019 10:47 amContent notes/conversational parameters: brief discussion of oral health and teething; mention (no specifics) of anxiety dreams. On the whole I think teeth are skin-crawlingly awful, so please don't go into detail about oral damage/dental procedures/etc in comments. The level of detail in the post is probably a good guide. <3
1. My gums have been bleeding a bit over the last day or so. I've been slightly perplexed. This morning I... realised I now have an entire identifiably poking-out wisdom tooth, which would appear to explain that, then. And might also explain some of why I've been so tired (though maybe I'm just permanently tired now, ugh). I'm mildly baffled by how little it hurt but I suppose I have my maintenance load of painkillers to thank for that.
2. I have (probably temporarily) levelled up (again) at anxiety dreams involving teeth! For some time now I've been able to go, in-dream, "... okay, but this never actually happens, it's always a dream", only to have my subconscious respond with HA NO NOT THIS TIME IT'S NOT and a lot of very intense sensation and very detailed memories of the previous 48 hours. Night before last I successfully went "alright then, let's make an appointment with the dentist, and if it's still a problem by the time we get there I'll believe it's real." And... proceeded to wake up with no emotional hangover and no crawling sense of pervasive dread! I daresay my subconscious will work out a way around that one, too, fairly soon, but for the time being I'll take it.
1. My gums have been bleeding a bit over the last day or so. I've been slightly perplexed. This morning I... realised I now have an entire identifiably poking-out wisdom tooth, which would appear to explain that, then. And might also explain some of why I've been so tired (though maybe I'm just permanently tired now, ugh). I'm mildly baffled by how little it hurt but I suppose I have my maintenance load of painkillers to thank for that.
2. I have (probably temporarily) levelled up (again) at anxiety dreams involving teeth! For some time now I've been able to go, in-dream, "... okay, but this never actually happens, it's always a dream", only to have my subconscious respond with HA NO NOT THIS TIME IT'S NOT and a lot of very intense sensation and very detailed memories of the previous 48 hours. Night before last I successfully went "alright then, let's make an appointment with the dentist, and if it's still a problem by the time we get there I'll believe it's real." And... proceeded to wake up with no emotional hangover and no crawling sense of pervasive dread! I daresay my subconscious will work out a way around that one, too, fairly soon, but for the time being I'll take it.
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Date: 2019-02-13 01:10 pm (UTC)Your current trick to route around the nightmare is very clever. I hope it continues to work for a long while!
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Date: 2019-02-13 03:48 pm (UTC)On the one hand it might be nice if I still had vaguely-lucid dreams in any other context; on the other, if I'm only going to get one shot at them, I will... take managing to ditch the emotional hangover from the anxiety dreams.
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Date: 2019-02-13 06:52 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2019-02-13 04:31 pm (UTC)The other two were more painful, because they didn't have space, and i did eventually have surgery - but that was much more about the ongoingness of it rather than the pain being unbearable. Obviously any kind of pain is un-fun but compared to to say living with Endo, my experiences really didn't match the Cultural Narrative of Wisdom Tooth Pain and/or Treatment being uniquely terrible. Most of the people i got that kind of message from were otherwise healthy (and mostly non-womb-ed) so i think it's more about pain that comes from body-processes rather than an obvious injury being an unusual experience for them.
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Date: 2019-02-13 04:58 pm (UTC)Hurrah for dodging your subconscious!
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Date: 2019-02-13 10:23 pm (UTC)And hurrah for the lack of emotional hangover! That is excellent, even if it does turn out to be temporary.
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Date: 2019-02-14 10:47 pm (UTC)All four wisdom teeth are through now and they're excellent. So congratulations on your new tooth.