As I said in the other place...
Jun. 24th, 2016 11:52 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
... the time from waking up to the first hate speech directed at me by a Leave voter was three hours.
She was an NHS employee providing me with necessary medical care.
She told me that Leave was a good result for the NHS -- because it can't cope with all the people who don't work, don't contribute, demand scans and MRIs, expect free prescriptions, even expect free paracetamol rather than buying it themselves.
She was cutting a dressing off my hand.
She asked me what I thought.
I thought: every single one of those things you listed describes me. I thought: I have just been told by a medical professional that I don't deserve care. I thought: there is no way I'm telling you you just described me. I thought: I'm terrified.
I'm white. I'm third generation. English isn't my first language but people can't tell unless I tell them and I certainly *sound* posh. I don't look Jewish until you put me in a room with the rest of that side of my family. I can, if necessary, leave the house without a wheelchair.
I pass. This is what I got while passing. I am terrified for the people who can't.
She was an NHS employee providing me with necessary medical care.
She told me that Leave was a good result for the NHS -- because it can't cope with all the people who don't work, don't contribute, demand scans and MRIs, expect free prescriptions, even expect free paracetamol rather than buying it themselves.
She was cutting a dressing off my hand.
She asked me what I thought.
I thought: every single one of those things you listed describes me. I thought: I have just been told by a medical professional that I don't deserve care. I thought: there is no way I'm telling you you just described me. I thought: I'm terrified.
I'm white. I'm third generation. English isn't my first language but people can't tell unless I tell them and I certainly *sound* posh. I don't look Jewish until you put me in a room with the rest of that side of my family. I can, if necessary, leave the house without a wheelchair.
I pass. This is what I got while passing. I am terrified for the people who can't.
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Date: 2016-06-24 11:26 am (UTC)You absolutely deserve care, everyone does. This isn't an economic issue, it's an ethical one. Resources ARE NOT more valuable than people.
You are a human being, and you DESERVE to be treated with humanity and compassion.
Hugs and <3s if you want them, okay?
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Date: 2016-06-24 06:27 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2016-06-24 11:58 am (UTC)How is your hand?
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Date: 2016-06-24 06:29 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2016-06-24 12:19 pm (UTC)*sends love*
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Date: 2016-06-24 06:29 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2016-06-24 12:39 pm (UTC)This. So much.
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Date: 2016-06-24 06:29 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2016-06-24 01:25 pm (UTC)The future scares me. 52% of the population just voted for xenophobia. They may dress it up as other reasons,but xenophobia lies at the heart of their thinking.
And now that xenophobia needs to turn inwards to find a target.
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Date: 2016-06-24 06:29 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2016-06-24 01:28 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2016-06-24 06:30 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2016-06-24 02:16 pm (UTC)I'm so sorry. You do not deserve that hassle. Nobody does.
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Date: 2016-06-24 06:30 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2016-06-24 02:54 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2016-06-24 03:34 pm (UTC)ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh.
I'm so sorry that this happened.
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Date: 2016-06-24 06:10 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2016-06-24 03:35 pm (UTC)I'm so sorry.
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Date: 2016-06-24 06:30 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2016-06-24 03:52 pm (UTC)(no subject)
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Date: 2016-06-24 08:08 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2016-06-24 08:21 pm (UTC)Shit. Shit. Shit.
Date: 2016-06-24 08:32 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2016-06-25 03:59 am (UTC)<333
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Date: 2016-06-25 10:31 am (UTC)This sucks so much.
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Date: 2016-06-25 03:55 pm (UTC)It still sucks so much.
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Date: 2016-06-27 03:49 am (UTC)wish i could do more.