I should probably work on that thing where I cannot conceive of anyone doing things that benefit me without it being a massive imposition, huh? I mean, shit that benefits me also benefiting them? No way. Unpossible. *facepalm*
There are certainly forms of being nice to you that are beneficial to me too; happy to engage in such in a consciously focused manner when next geography permits. *hug*
For me there's another complication: too often I deal with strangers who see my evident disabilities as a way to score their good deed for the day points. Thus cynicism piles on to lo self-regard.
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Date: 2015-11-01 05:01 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2015-11-02 03:34 am (UTC)