{i've never lied to you and i won't start now}

I have so many feelings about Still Catch The Tide (song lyrics) that I just Cannot Even.

Like, it comes up on shuffle and I'm suddenly in floods of tears at my desk so bad I can't see the screen.

I haven't got anywhere close to understanding all of why I react this way, but some of it is ( to do with abuse and suicide )

I never thought that I could hold you forever
Always knew deep down you’d have to go home
I can be grateful for these bright years together
And I know you miss the salt sea foam
If you hurry, you can still catch the tide, my love
If you hurry you can still catch the tide.