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Every time I close my eyes at the moment, I get a flash of visualisation of something not unlike this...

(That is mostly how I am. Also I am a bit averse to socialising because either (a) I have to go to a place, and that is difficult, or (b) I have to ask people to come to my place, and that might mean they feel unable to say no! -- um. Hello people I like you but my brain & body conspire against me sorry.)