Yes! This is very much an attempt on my part at pushing myself toward "do the thing, even a little, and YOU'LL GET BETTER AT IT", and it's... Particularly noticeable with the horn-playing, heh.
The fucking around also is SO IMPORTANT. Like, because I'm explicitly not aiming for "let's get this Perfect before we Move On", I'm instead getting to just... notice what's difficult, and whether it's as difficult as it was last week, and recognise all the progress as progress & then celebrating "heyyyy I managed one of these arpeggios completely cleanly!" as opposed to going "ugh but the legato STILL isn't perfect and I'm STILL not keeping the volume uniformly loud throughout" or w h a t e v e r.
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Date: 2020-03-08 10:55 am (UTC)The fucking around also is SO IMPORTANT. Like, because I'm explicitly not aiming for "let's get this Perfect before we Move On", I'm instead getting to just... notice what's difficult, and whether it's as difficult as it was last week, and recognise all the progress as progress & then celebrating "heyyyy I managed one of these arpeggios completely cleanly!" as opposed to going "ugh but the legato STILL isn't perfect and I'm STILL not keeping the volume uniformly loud throughout" or w h a t e v e r.