Sonnet IV: Meditation
Dec. 5th, 2015 08:12 pm(Slightly gory.)
The blood beneath my skin that beats to burst
and joints that burning yearn apart from me
are muffled echoes of a greater thirst--
to encompass the world (such simple greed!)--
my breath, that dreams the flight of wheeling birds;
my bones' desire to be once more the sea.
And all these things--the wild and the absurd--
are still too small, too cautious and too tame.
Perhaps I'll never settle on the words
to give this feeling shape and weight and frame--
expansive sense of all my margins blurred--
of being, of existing without shame.
And threaded bright throughout the brilliant whole:
a quiet confidence; the seedling soul.
The blood beneath my skin that beats to burst
and joints that burning yearn apart from me
are muffled echoes of a greater thirst--
to encompass the world (such simple greed!)--
my breath, that dreams the flight of wheeling birds;
my bones' desire to be once more the sea.
And all these things--the wild and the absurd--
are still too small, too cautious and too tame.
Perhaps I'll never settle on the words
to give this feeling shape and weight and frame--
expansive sense of all my margins blurred--
of being, of existing without shame.
And threaded bright throughout the brilliant whole:
a quiet confidence; the seedling soul.
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Date: 2015-12-06 11:19 am (UTC)