this is why Onsind are perfect

[kaberett]

Depression & surviving. (Am I a survivor if it is still the case that as the bombshells of my daily fears explode, I try to trace them to my youth? Does this work ever end?)

so sick of fighting with your fickle fucking brain
this inner dialogue is driving you insane
but worst of all, you feel mundane
a boring list of old complaints
you know the score, you've played the game
and as the seasons fade away
you just take it day by day (by day by day)
there's something wrong with me
I don't think I'll ever be okay
I just take it day by day (by day by day)
there's something wrong with me
I don't think I'll ever be okay
I just take it day by day (by day by day)

songs quoted are (1) Indigo Girls' Galileo and Onsind's Dissatisfactions.

Comments

[kaberett]

Whoops, crying at my desk over Once More With Feeling. (understand we'll go hand in hand/but we'll walk alone in fear)

[sgsabbage]

I may know all of the words to all of the songs...

[emperor]

Bunnies, bunnies, it must be bunnies! *pyrotechnics*

[vass]

Damn, I think I may need to buy that album.

Does this work ever end?

I ask myself the same question a whole lot.

[kaberett]

I also adore Mildred, Margie, Annie, Clarice (low low price!), because Mildred:

lithium or lengthy CBT
I'll keep taking the pills
if you keep giving them to me

...

it's a long way down to the bottom
it's a steep climb up to the top
it's a gamble when you don't know how to stop
I'll keep running from the storm
and you have done your best to regulate and medicate
the dark clouds forming in my brain
but Mildred drop the act with me
when we get together we can talk it out
and then you'll see
we all need shelter in the rain

I love them so much. I cannot even. I just. EVERYTHING ABOUT THEIR LITTLE FACES.