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kaberett ([personal profile] kaberett) wrote2019-12-13 11:03 am
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& it's no use saying that it's not in your name ('cause it is in your name)

This feels like a turning point, to me. The commitment to choosing pretty, pithy lies over honesty, to cruelty over kindness, to anger over compassion, to bad faith -- my bones & my gut & my heart are heavy with what feels like my own implacable choice, between seeking refuge & survivors' guilt, or my own isolationism and wilful ignorance and everywhere that leads, or to -- somehow -- find, from somewhere, the conviction and the hope and courage and kindness I'd need to fight this, to keep on fighting this, to keep on in this country containing at least fourteen million people who are not only comfortable with but enthusiastic about the ongoing grave and systematic violation of my human rights.

(& nevertheless I am here, and I can choose. I'm not alone.)

[personal profile] cosmolinguist 2019-12-13 11:19 am (UTC)(link)
<3
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[personal profile] tree_and_leaf 2019-12-13 11:33 am (UTC)(link)
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[personal profile] lunabee34 2019-12-13 11:36 am (UTC)(link)
*hugs*
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[personal profile] alexwlchan 2019-12-13 12:00 pm (UTC)(link)
<3

"& it's no use saying that it's not in your name ('cause it is in your name)"

(I strongly agree with this sentiment.)
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[personal profile] quartzwolf 2019-12-13 12:48 pm (UTC)(link)
You aren't alone. I felt the same way this morning, and I voted against it. Only too many made the other choice. This is the saddest I've felt since the 2016 referendum. How did we become this?

[personal profile] ewt 2019-12-13 12:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Definitely not alone.
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[personal profile] sfred 2019-12-13 01:56 pm (UTC)(link)
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[personal profile] vass 2019-12-13 02:00 pm (UTC)(link)
It is so hard. I love you. I see you. You're not alone.
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[personal profile] katzenfabrik 2019-12-13 02:37 pm (UTC)(link)
<3

I'm so glad you're here. I'm so sorry for what's happening.
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[personal profile] booksarelife 2019-12-13 02:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Hugs! I’m so sorry, but you’re not alone
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[personal profile] azurelunatic 2019-12-13 02:40 pm (UTC)(link)
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[personal profile] redsixwing 2019-12-13 03:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Support from across an ocean. I'm sorry.
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[personal profile] booksarelife 2019-12-13 03:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Slightly unrelated, but would you like a holiday card of some kind (or a non-holiday card, that works too)?
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[personal profile] davidgillon 2019-12-13 05:04 pm (UTC)(link)
You're not alone. We're not alone. {Hugs}
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[personal profile] silveradept 2019-12-13 05:37 pm (UTC)(link)
You are there. You're not alone. We see you.

(Even if all we can offer is hugs and saying that you're not alone.)
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<3
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[personal profile] redbird 2019-12-13 09:03 pm (UTC)(link)
You are not alone. And yes it's hard.

There are days when part of what keeps me going is, I will not make those bastards' agenda any easier by giving up.
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[personal profile] ludy 2019-12-13 10:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Thoughts
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[personal profile] skygiants 2019-12-14 02:44 pm (UTC)(link)
It's so hard, and I'm so sorry. But I'm glad you're here, and not alone.