I will be coming back to this because I am also struggling currently with the dichotomy between 'I know and respect some folks who self-ID as antifa and I don't actually disagree with a lot of what I see being coherently articulated by the few public antifa websites I am reasonably confident aren't fronts that I have actually read and I don't want to let fascism have the say on how the conversation works' and 'I am kinda scared by the rhetoric I see taking place and the contemplation of violence as a go-to tactic rather than something that comes up in a conversation around defense' and BUT BUT BUT. However, I am barely coming up with the energy for School Job, so coming back to this will likely be this weekend.