I'm hesitating to comment here because I think really so highly of you that it's hard to express in a way that doesn't seem trite or embarrassing.

I really admire the tenacity with which you pursue your goals, and the way you select them. Your various careers, your composing and battle with the broken system of music publishing, reaching out to people who are lonely and in need, fixing yourself and finding ways to work round things that might hold you back. You're so incredibly loyal and generous to your loved ones. You're true to yourself to an extent that's really rare IME. Also I am extremely impressed with your faith and your attitude to religion and religious institutions as well as your piety.

Personally I really enjoy spending time with you and talking to you and reading about your thoughts when we're both too busy to hang out in person. I feel a bit like you're really too awesome to know me, but you're also the sort of person who never looks down on other people so I should probably stop worrying.