[symptoms log] well that's annoying.

[kaberett]

"not actually human"-flavoured insomnia (last night's was insomnianger) --> I probably need to put my AD dose back up. Urgh. Which means I need to decide when. Which I can't til I've had a chance to inventory my stock of citalopram because I'm not sure whether I've enough to take me through to my next GP appt and I am not sodding making another one.

Also I should try to give myself another week to see if I stabilise, I suppose? But "not actually human" tends to be a pretty good indicator of brainwrong.

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[quirkytizzy]

Oh, that's right. Sometimes I forget you are in the UK. *facepalm* Lol, my medicated mouthwash had this whole diagram of the molecular makeup of the compound or whatever was in there (I have no idea, it is all Greek to me) and I immediately thought of you! You are now the person I am going to think of when I see something super-sciency.

Well, I think if you have enough stockpile to raise the dosage, and with as terrible as you are feeling now, I would absolutely raise the dose. (I say this and am hoping nothing terrible happens because then I will feel really guilty.) The risk of running out of meds, which seemed like one of the bigger worries, is really not a risk at all. And if the rest of your team trusts you, then it seems like you can trust yourself.

And that's right - you were talking the other day about how awful your current GP is. Ugh, what a douche. I can totally see why you wouldn't want to consult them. (Also I hate phones. For some reason they just consume MASSIVE amounts of mental energy. Written communication is how I much prefer it.